I have no idea what time it is anywhere other than here. Where is here? hmmm... that's right, I am in Hong Kong. It's almost 7:30am. I need to be at the gate by 8:45am. There I have written it there so I needn't trust myself to remember.
I have fallen out of time. I slept some on the plane, but just small bits at a time. Which reminds me, Eric Claptons album, Old Sock seems pretty interesting. I had it on repeat while I was trying to sleep and I am unsure if I slept for moments, or if I slept for the full album through, but I felt as if I kept dozing off during one song. I would awake and it seemed like it was still the same song. I did the same thing through mutliple episodes of The Big Bang Theory. So, I arrived in Hong Kong, fuzzy brain tired and struggling to hold a train of thought. Clear that the most important thing for me to remember is the location of the next gate, the boarding time, and to watch the current time.
I repacked again. Consolidating and tightening everything up in my wheelie bag and unloading more of my shoulder bag. I can already tell that I brought too much stuff and I am not going to enjoy lugging it around. I will pitch what I can over the course of the trip and I will definitely check a bag on the way home.
I really want to try to have a nap on the plane. Not so much sleep that I can't get too sleep tonight, but enough that I can speak coherently to immigration in Jakarta. I believe I do the immigration thing there and then on to Semarang. I was terribly anxious about not knowing all the details and specifics and realized, that knowing or not knowing wouldn't change anything. The important thing is to have what I need easily accessible (passport, hotels, e-tickets) and to be well enough rested that I can respond to questions and correctly fill out forms.
I have about 30 minutes before I head over to the gate for boarding and I have just sat back down. I asked one of the people about something cool to drink (i only see staffing at the espresso area) and he says, "let me get you a glass of Champagne and a cool bottle of water"... perfect. Champagne in hand, a little more people watching and then off to the gate for the next leg of this journey. This next flight is 4 hours and 45 minutes. Then I have 2.5 hours to clear immigration and then the last flight of the day is 1 hour 15 minutes. I am trying to appreciate each segment for what it is and how i feel and how it propels me into the bit of time, the next situation.
Technology creates an expectation of being able to communicate with home in a certain way. Fails. But there are other options and this is one of them.
Well, it should be quite obvious by now, that I haven't much to say at this point. Think I'll sip that cool drink and just do a little people watching for my last 20 minutes in this lounge.
Hope you all are having a good Saturday. I view comments as encouragement, so if you want to hear more, leave me one.
A coherent and thoughtful post, despite any fatigue. I feel encouraged, with my own impending travel and uncertainties coming fast. Will check out the Clapton of which you speak...
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